April 14, 2006

 Know thyself—and heal thyself. Goodbye for now.

Posted by Andrew Sabl

It's come to my attention that in my recent postings I've been a partisan. That sounds ridiculous, and it is, but not for the obvious reason.

That the postings have been partisan is no great secret. What's come to my attention is that when I write them I myself become a different person and a less subtle one: eager to score points, repetitive, and mildly pumped up with the idea that in writing something I might cause discomfort to the other side. (Like most buzzes, this one comes with altered mental states: in saner moments I know very well that no Republican cares what I think—at least not as long as I write the way I've been writing.)

There are lots of ways to describe the problem. A Platonist would say that I've become prone to "eristic" instead of "dialectic." A Humean would say even though political alliances are necessary for politics, excessive and continual attachment to such alliances spoils us as individuals for judging politics and everything else. I like the latter way of looking at it; in fact, I like it enough to be writing a paper on it. Partisan judgments need not be inaccurate to corrupt us intellectually. Perhaps the most accurate ones are the most corrupting, because the hardest to chase from our heads.

Short version: there are people who can blog and keep their heads, perhaps even strengthen them. But I'm not one of them. I'm taking a break, perhaps for good. I thank those of you who have written to call my writing forceful, entertaining, and more or less fair. (And remarkably few have written to say the opposite; I expected many more flames than I got.) But this isn't about my writing. This is about me. I'm not a blogger at heart: I'm a political theorist. I'm hanging it up to make sure it stays that way.
[/self-indulgence. Please keep reading this blog; my colleagues here are really something special.]

Comments

I'll be sorry to see you go- I've very much enjoyed your posts.

Posted by: Matt at April 15, 2006 05:43 AM

You've got my respect. I think that our world would be a lot better off if more writers engaged in this kind of introspection about the effects of their writing on themselves and on others. I'll miss your writing, but I understand completely.

Posted by: Andy Dunning at April 15, 2006 08:35 AM

I know just what you mean about the partisan feeling; blogging does not always bring out the best in me, certainly. Thanks for all the fine posts, & I hope you'll check in from time to time.

Posted by: Anderson at April 15, 2006 08:46 AM

For what it's worth, I thought your stuff was excellent, and relatively incorrupt besides.

Posted by: "Q" the Enchanter at April 15, 2006 11:09 AM

I am sad that you're leaving. I don't think you're "partisan" at all. What will I do now? Yours is the only posting that keeps me sane. Is the other side so adept at intimidation that we shake like the aspen and cower from fear of causing discomfort to them? We should take a lesson from them and become just as resilient and callous. You may be gone but not forgotten.

Posted by: Nancy Fox at April 15, 2006 07:20 PM

I share the view of all above: understand and respect your feelings enormously, but feel you have nothing to regret. Your posts are superb and a public service. Please reconsider.

Posted by: Sean McCann at April 17, 2006 04:27 AM

Thanks for the kind words, everyone. I'm glad you like my posts. I don't dislike them either; I just dislike me after I write them.

Just to clarify, though: I'm not afraid the other side is offended (screw 'em); I'm afraid for the effects of the blogging mentality on my own work. Perhaps "polemical" would have captured the problem better than "partisan." What I fear in myself is the Will to Polemic, of which partisanship is a subset.

There's nothing wrong with people in the War Rooms of this world engaging in polemic,though. Let Rahm Emanuel do what he does best, and I likewise. "Confusion to Our Enemies" and "War is Hell" are not contradictory sentiments.

Bye again, and I mean it this time, ;)

A.

Posted by: Andy Sabl at April 17, 2006 07:38 PM
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